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My Loving Companion and Faithful Friend of 13 1/2 yrs had to go to heaven yesterday, it was his time. I've known this was coming for about 5 yrs now I suppose, but tried not to think about or fully admit. Knew that his other friend and heaven would beckon stronger than his desire to stay with and gaurd over his dad. He was a true trooper with incredible heart, and loyalty and love for me that brought tears to my eyes, streaming tears, as I held him and had to say goodbye I love you, one last time while he was still here.
I am starting to feel better as I think about how relaxed he became when the first shot of pain medicine took hold. His head was on my lap and I could tell that for the first time in years his pain was gone and he felt so relaxed and peaceful with me holding him and gently saying my goodbyes. It felt good to know he was feeling no pain. I could almost sense that he was dreaming of being young and healthy again and running and jumping playing ball with his dad like he loved to do so much. I hope he was dreaming about seeing his deceased partner Sugar that he raised and loved so much. It sure felt as if he knew it was OK with me for him to leave me knowing that I would be ok and that I wanted him to rest and relax and dream endless dreams of fun and happiness and love and loyalty.
He was a great dog. The Best. He was My Boy.
I'll always love you and remember you boy! Wait for me in heaven we'll be together again someday. I love you, bye for now boy.
My Loving Companion and Faithful Friend of 13 1/2 yrs had to go to heaven yesterday, it was his time. I've known this was coming for about 5 yrs now I suppose, but tried not to think about or fully admit. Knew that his other friend and heaven would beckon stronger than his desire to stay with and gaurd over his dad. He was a true trooper with incredible heart, and loyalty and love for me that brought tears to my eyes, streaming tears, as I held him and had to say goodbye I love you, one last time while he was still here.
I am starting to feel better as I think about how relaxed he became when the first shot of pain medicine took hold. His head was on my lap and I could tell that for the first time in years his pain was gone and he felt so relaxed and peaceful with me holding him and gently saying my goodbyes. It felt good to know he was feeling no pain. I could almost sense that he was dreaming of being young and healthy again and running and jumping playing ball with his dad like he loved to do so much. I hope he was dreaming about seeing his deceased partner Sugar that he raised and loved so much. It sure felt as if he knew it was OK with me for him to leave me knowing that I would be ok and that I wanted him to rest and relax and dream endless dreams of fun and happiness and love and loyalty.
He was a great dog. The Best. He was My Boy.
I'll always love you and remember you boy! Wait for me in heaven we'll be together again someday. I love you, bye for now boy.
. I have two other dogs to keep me company, but they don't talk, they're both German Shepards also. Thegirl is about 9-10 now, an adoptee, and the boy is 3 1/2 that I adopted 2 years ago so Baldar could retire from Full Gaurding Status. I think getting the younger male to take his place on gaurd duty helped him live longer and allowed him to just chill these last couple years. The other two are still acting a little strange without their friend around. Must admit Baldar was my favorite. I hope as time goes on the other two will adapt to their new roles. Some how though I just don't quite seem as close to them, but Baldar and I spent the first 5 yrs together just he and I soooo....the bond was different I suppose.
